Eve of Destruction was a actually a lot of fun. And i must have been in a really bad mood last time i saw him because last night i had a lot of fun. More than i thought i would. Cept in the begining he kept thinking i was mad at him, i wasn't, i thought he was mad at me. (wow we have great communications). But then it got better, we met up with his parents and the rest of his family (we were tailgating before hand) his cousin alex is really cute, 6 yrs old guys, srry, and we hung out with him for awhile. The actual show was pretty cool too, there was some sweet crashes. We were standing in line for hot chocolate for 30 min. it was ridiculous! And sooo cold. we were supposed to end up sitting with his parents but they were too far into the crowd so we sat below and sorta befriended all these families around us. They gave us doughnuts so i pretty much love them. After the show there were fireworks but nate and i left early to sit in the jeep. But it worked out cuz i could still see them. Then we went back to his aunt/uncle's house. I love his family, they're so hilarious. Like his mom kept making all these sex jokes(she was a weee bit buzzed) and it was soo funny. I can really tell when he doesn't take his ADHD pills. It's sorta funny, he was really calm and stuff until we had to like, sit in the stands and then he got all bouncy and just kept talking. Sorta obnoxious but it's not really his fault. And then when we started to move and stuff he got all calm again. It's funny how u can tell. Chrisitne mby ur right though. Mby it's cuz i expect so much right away. Cuz i know i like being with him, last night was awsome, and he's one of those people i can just sit with and be comfortable without talking to, i just like being with him. Mby i find the things that i don't like about people right away and focus on those things.

So now i'm babysitting. Taylor's coloring next to me, don't worry. I'm a good babysitter!! Chrisitne i hope u have enough chairs for everyone!! Pizza for supper tonight, score, it's the good kind!!

 School's actually not that bad. I mean i don't love it or anything, but it's better than last year.  It doesn't feel like i ever stopped going to school though, which i don't really like.

I have to babysit on saturday for like 7 hours. Which is sooo gunna blow because taylor isn't the type of kid who u can just be like, oh why don't u go do that by urself and she does. No she says, well come do it with me, And there really isn't anything for us to do at her house, i mean that i can tolerate for more than 20 minutes. Mby i'll ask if they'll leave a key for me so we can go outside for a walk or something. Allthough i do get paid, $50. Which won't go unappreciated.

I'm going to Eve of Destruction on Friday with Nate and his family. Idk how i feel about Nate anymore, Mby it's just cuz the last time i talked to him i wasn't in a real good mood, but like, thinking about annoys me. Mby i'm just being moody.  But sometimes i wish he wasn't such a hick, ya know? Like i do like that he's a real man's man and stuff, but i wish there was a bit of a prep in him. I shouldn't try to change him though. I really like his family, they're so cool. I just have to stop thinking negativly.

YAY i get to work tomorrow!!! i mean i actually miss working. Saturday was a of fun, my 8 hour shift. I wasn't bored for that long, lol! There was something else i was looking forward to too. hmmmm, idk.

I ate too many cookies, oatmeal raisin, my favorite...mmmmmmmmmm

yay! the sun still does exist!! it's so nice outside...which is why i'm inside writing this, lol! i was archering (arching? archerising?..... messing around with a bow and arrow) and i was doing really good but then i started to get this wierd tingling on the tip of my middle finger. So i was like whatever, it's fine. cept it just got worse and now it's sorta like numb. almost asleep but more painful. and it's really akward trying to type without my middle finger! and i lost one of my arrows. it was pretty cool to watch though, it ricocheted off the top of the my target ( a peg board....i figured if i hit the board it's a bulls eye) and went up and then came crashing back down to earth somewhere back in the woods.

So last night  sherri, tyler nate and i watched disturbia at sherri's  (nates awsome to watch movies with, hehehe) and nate had to be home by 10. So tyler nate and i all went back to nate's house (sobieski) so he could call his parents and tell them he's home and going to bed so that he could go out again (his parents are up at their cabin). So we just hung around his house for awhile and i really like hanging out with guys. They just don't care about anything, it's so ridiculously funny! Nate's really ocd about food too, like tyler made a sandwich and nate about had a heart attack when he didn't wipe off the top of the mayo squeeze thing.   Oh, and i thought i was really close to sherri and super comfortable at her house; well tyler has a garage door opener to nate's house.

i need to go shoppping, i have waaay to much money and not enough clothes....and underwear, i need cute new skool underwear.

OH!!! i'm having a party at my house, for sure on Thursday. I"ll call u guys about it and everything, but just putting it out there. Hope u can come!!

LIKE OH MY GOD!!! I'VE GOT A BOYFRIEND!!!!! his name is nate lacount and he's a senior at pulaski. He's sorta a bad-ass hick, but he's so much fun. cept for driving, he's a wee bit scary to drive with.

i was so tired when i got home from work today. So i took a nap and am in the middle of a spa treatment sorta thing with myself. I feel all soft right now!! Cept for my legs around my ankles. I have 31 bug bites on my legs. And they're all really red and ugly. so i'm just not looking at my legs! ha, take that bugs!!

i want the rain to stop and for it to be sunny. I'm sick of the gloom, i want bright! and to be able to tan!!

Always remember you're unique...Just like everyone else.

 I had a really great weekend, like BOTH days, which never happens. Saturday was the Dean family reunion (aka the fun family). I've got like, 7 younger cousins on that side. Leah, Wyatt and i were running through the sprinklers and Leah would squeal which would make wyatt scream, it was hilarious. But then Wyatt fell and started crying so i picked him up and he just clung to me!! it was adorable!! Then i got to hold Colton, who's three months old and such a cutie (!!) but then he pooped so i returned him. Sunday i went to ShantyDays in Algoma, which is like a high quality giant-freaking-normous rummage sale and got 2 cute pairs of sunglasses, a headband, and a neckalace.After that i spent the rest of the day with my uncles and cousin (andy). It was a lot of fun just hanging out with the guys. My uncle Dan is sooo much more fun without his wife around constantly nagging at him. And i know that she realizes that she does nag him, cuz she was telling me a story and she said "and he got really mad cuz i was critizing him again". so it's like, quit doing it and u'll both be happier!!! So we went up to Door County and got gelato at a place that christine showed me and it has the cutest little minature square spoons!!!  We didn't really do much, just hung out at places and drove, but i got to know them a lot better. We were watching the sun set and Jim (from vegas) said " kellie ur sitting here on a sunday night watching the sunset with ur two uncles"

"no one does anything on sunday nights....cept for old people"

"u should be doing it with ur a boyfriend"

"oh gee, i hadn't noticed that i didn't have one, thanks for reminding me"

"ya know, ur pretty good looking, so u must have an awful personality. that must be why u don't have a boyfriend". OUCH!!! my uncle told me that! my supposed loving caring flesh  and blood!!! so i told him i hated him a little bit on the inside.

well, off to band practice, whoppie